How to cultivate plants - for the food or for the fulfillment - when your space is small (e.g. apartment, dorm). Just some beginner tips and tricks. Come along with me as I plant my own kitchen herb garden - potting affordably and sustainably in the process!
#DOCjustsummer: Disciples Peace Fellowship
“Follow justice and justice alone, so that you may live and possess the land the LORD your God is giving you.”
When you have the title of oldest existing peace fellowship of any denomination in the United States, you best believe God has placed a hand on the justice work you are doing. Disciples Peace Fellowship has engaged with the work of peace and justice through equipping, connecting, and advocating. These key actions of DPF’s mission statement drive DPF to work alongside other justice centered organizations in the denomination.
With a parent organization like Fellowship of Reconciliation, DPF continues to hold itself to a high caliber of institutional values and morals in a movement for wholeness in a fragmented world.
So, it just makes sense that DPF would batten down the hatches on the aforementioned values and enjoy “hanging out” with other denominational justice partners during the time of COVID-19. In this power move of intersectionality, DPF strives to provide a faithful response to the intertwined injustices happening right now. As Disciple Peace Fellowship Director, Rev. Brian Fredrick-Gray said, “We knew in theory but, COVID allows us to pin point the connectivity.”
This summer all three DPF interns are working alongside the Disciples News Service to write articles on DOC justice organizations and the work that they are doing. Interns are also working within some of these organizations like AllianceQ, Reconciliation Ministry, and Green Chalice. The interns are also partnering with virtual summer camps in many regions to speak to middle and high school students about social justice. The youth are the embodiment of the church today. When asked where he sees hope, Fredrick-Gray quickly pointed out the peace intern program and how “the passion and enthusiasm for justice and peace” has connected the interns to the community. There are “so many places peace interns are not welcome due to race and gender identification,” the director noted while subtly mentioning the militarism that comes when a world that is at war with itself especially over the racial injustice of today.
That is why Disciples Peace Fellowship is excited about this summer’s Intergenerational Peacemakers Conference. While the date is to be determined, interested parties (that’s you) can sign up for updates and attend at https://www.disciplespeace.org/passingthepeace. If you want to quench your thirst sooner, you can join the Facebook Live event on Thursday, July 16 at 1:00 pm EST.
Of course, now you want to know how you can get involved and support the work of Disciples Peace Fellowship. There are plenty of ways to engage with this ministry.
Financial support enabled by online giving at https://www.disciplespeace.org/give.
You can sign up to be a Peace Intern Pen Pal (and I love receiving letters) at https://www.disciplespeace.org/penpals. (Did you get this far in reading before realizing I am a Peace Intern?)
Description of the Fellowship of Reconciliation (our parent organization): https://forusa.org/who-we-are/history/
Check out DPF Resources for Camps: https://www.disciplespeace.org/campresources
Sign up for the Intergenerational Peacemakers Conference Later this Summer: https://www.disciplespeace.org/passingthepeace
Projects and Resources
The 2020 Peace Interns have been working on all sorts of amazing projects!
Head over to disciplespeace.org/campresources to check out a few of them!
#DOCjustsummer: Global Ministries
In the wake of the murder of George Floyd and the protests against police brutality across the United States, the Global Ministries office has been flooded with messages of solidarity and support from partners around the world – from Palestine and Lebanon to Cuba and Puerto Rico, from Germany to South Africa to Angola to Bangladesh – expressing “unequivocal support for the Black Lives Matter movement and everyone working for racial justice in the USA, the demands of which have resonated in communities around the world” (a quote from the letter from Kairos Palestine). This bulwark of support from global partners emphasizes the mutuality of the partnerships that Global Ministries cultivates with global partners.
Global Ministries emphasizes the ministry of partnership, coming alongside global partners around the world, in order to address local issues in local ways. Even mission coworkers, one of the cornerstones of the work of Global Ministries, serve with global partners only at the request of those partners. Global Ministries’ relationships with global partners, partnerships in which mutuality runs deep, are lasting relationships. The lifespan of many partner relationships must be measured in decades, rather than weeks or months or even years. These long-term sustained relationships, characterized by the coming-alongside in the work of the local community to do justice and peace, have persisted, even as Global Ministries itself has grown and evolved over the last century of its existence through a variety of name changes and guiding principles.
This deep partnership continues to flourish even as COVID-19 makes so many relationships more difficult. While Global Ministries cannot travel to visit partners right now, partners continue to be in communication and conversation online. Even as we cannot be physically present with one another, the relationships between Global Ministries and partners continue to deepen. While Global Ministries cannot host physical mission pilgrimages at this time (not only for the safety of the pilgrims, but also for the safety of our global neighbors, where there is often not the infrastructure in place to respond to the crisis of this pandemic), Global Ministries has developed a virtual pilgrimage, enabling many who might not have been able to afford international travel the opportunity to participate in global partnership.
With everything that is going on right now in our world, in our country, and perhaps even in our own communities, it can be altogether too easy to shift all of our focus inward, to our own problems in our own communities. However, there are still so many meaningful ways to connect with the work of global partners. There are still a lot of really good and important things happening around the world that deserve our attention and care. May we take this opportunity to engage in the work of Global Ministries, and engage our communities, our country, and our world.
So how can I do that?
Connect with the Southern Asia Initiative!
Participate in the Cuba virtual pilgrimage!
Bring these conversations to your time of worship! Inviting a mission coworker to come and speak (invite them to offer a sermon or maybe a moment of mission), show videos from global partners, use Global Ministries curriculum for children, youth, and adults (perhaps consider using the virtual pilgrimage as your Sunday School curriculum for a season!)
Contact Global Ministries directly to find the right fit to get involved – there are so many different global partners in so many different places doing so many different things. Whatever the passion of you, your congregation, or your ministry, Global Ministries likely has a partner that you can connect with.
Sign up for the mailing list! This will allow for more targeted communications, so that you can get information on advocacy opportunities or information about the ministries of partners for those regions or concerns that you’re already most invested in.
#DOCjustsummer: Green Chalice
““The earth is the LORD’s and all that is in it,
the world, and those who live in it” ”
When I was little, my mom gave me a stuffed animal – a unicorn – that she carried with her from her own childhood. I cared for this unicorn deeply, but it was only as I grew older that I realized that my mother’s love for her childhood friend did not diminish when she entrusted the plush unicorn to me. The unicorn was mine to play with; however she was also mine to care for, just as my mother had cared for her, for as long as the unicorn was under my care.
So, too, it is with the earth. The creation account in Genesis recounts that as God creates each facet of the universe, God affirms over and over that “it was good” (Genesis 1:4, 10, 12, 18, 21, 25, 31). Finally, God entrusts this good and beautiful world that God still loves to our care. How shall we treat the earth knowing how deeply God loves it and everything in it?
Green Chalice began as the grassroots ministry of a handful of folks in Kentucky, dedicated to answering that question: how do we connect our faith to caring for the earth?
Today, Green Chalice is dedicated to empowering Disciples of Christ congregations to, in the words of Green Chalice Minister Carol Devine, “walk more gently on the earth.” Green Chalice offers a certification program that invites congregations to investigate every area of church life (buildings and grounds, outreach, education, worship, office, admin) and ask the question: how can we, in this area, be more sustainable, kinder, and more healing to the earth? (Disciples can also access services through Disciples Church Extension Fund to help manage buildings responsibly.)
Unfortunately, engaging with questions of how we can better care for the earth is becoming more and more urgent. As regions around the world suffer varying effects of changing climate, from droughts in California causing wildfires, to storm systems settling atop the midwest leading to major flooding, to the Rubbertown of Louisville, KY, where factories pollute the air, the soil, and the water, we have begun to see some of the negative effects of our collective disregard for the earth. The clock is ticking, and many climate scientists suggest that we may only have ten years left to make meaningful and necessary changes.
However, there is still cause for hope. We have witnessed over the last few months the resilience of creation, as it takes a deep breath and begins to recover, even as we must sequester ourselves in our homes. We celebrate young people, like Greta Thunberg, who are stepping up around the world to advocate for meaningful change.
There is hope, but we cannot leave this good and important work to our young people alone. We must stand with them and work towards implementing the changes that so many of our youth are already committing to. In 2017, the General Assembly of the Christian Church (Disciples of Christ) passed a resolution to reduce our carbon output as a denomination with our goal to become carbon neutral by the year 2030.
So what can we do to help?
As a congregation:
Become a Green Chalice congregation or ministry! It involves three simple steps.
Create a creation care team
Sign the Green Chalice covenant
Make at least 3 changes – and they can be ANY three changes! (community gardens, butterfly gardens, water gardens, go solar, use real dishes instead of styrofoam, recycle, celebrate creation in worship/life/food, compost, set up charging stations for electric cars, encourage biking to church)
Reduce your carbon footprint and offset what’s left to help the Christian Church (Disciples of Christ) reach our goal of going carbon neutral by 2030! https://www.coolcongregations.org/calculators/
As an individual:
Sign the Green Chalice covenant!
Give financially to Green Chalice – donate to this ministry and become a part of this good work!
Vote! – vote for policy makers that align with your creation care values (both in primaries and in the upcoming election)
#DOCjustsummer: AllianceQ
“And you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’ The second is this: ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no other commandment greater than these.”
Jesus gives us the commandment to love and honor God, and to love ourselves and one another. While sometimes in the modern day it can be hard for people to see others adhering to the latter than the former, there is still hope for the church and the wider world. Especially for the LGBTQ+ community, this love has been absent from the community’s life for a time, but it is never too late to rectify that.
The mission of AllianceQ is to build a network of ministries and people that work towards the inclusion of all people of gender expression and sexual identities.The history of AllianceQ dates back 40 years with its beginning as GLAD: Gay, Lesbian and Affirming Disciples. The organization continues to expand and is renewing its commitment to intersectional justice to include and address the lived experiences of other minority groups
Celebrating the Supreme Court’s decision to protect LGBTQ+ individuals’ employment rights on June 15 was a huge victory not only for AllianceQ but for the LGBTQ+ community as a whole. And during these unprecedented times of COVID-19, AllianceQ has found that queer people have been drawn more to the church now more than ever. Because of the virtualization of church, queer people are feeling more comfortable attending a service from their screens. They are hosting a Pride service on June 28th titled Riot. Information can be found on the website here, and AllianceQ hopes that through this event more voices will continue to come together for LGBTQ+ and racial justice.
If you would like to join in on the work for a more inclusive church, please visit and learn about:
To become a member and contribute financially or time-wise, http://disciplesallianceq.org/main/contribute/
To join their mailing list, http://disciplesallianceq.org/mailing-list/
Also, Like them on facebook: https://www.facebook.com/AllianceQ/
Learn about the Equality Act
Widen the table through conversation, trainings with AllianceQ, and incorporation of resources (see conversation opportunity below!)
And to start conversations in your own personal circles and churches.
“From the tables in our churches to the Supreme Court benches,” Thursday, June 25, at 12 p.m. CDT
As part of the #DOCjustsummer series, AllianceQ hosts this Facebook Live event to share info about its 40 years of ministry alongside the Christian Church (Disciples of Christ) and how individuals can join in the work of setting a place at the table for persons of all gender expressions and sexual identities. As Disciples, we share a radically wide table. We know we’re in different places. Join us as we explore the table’s wide welcome. A question-and-answer period will be facilitated by Rev. Brian Frederick-Gray (Disciples Peace Fellowship) and DPF interns. Bring your lunch (or a mid-morning snack if you’re on the west coast); after all, the focus of the conversation is the table. Join the live event at this link.
#DOCjustsummer: Poor People's Campaign
““Woe to those who make unjust laws, to those who issue oppressive decrees, to deprive the poor of their rights and withhold justice from the oppressed of my people, making widows their prey and robbing homeless children.””
As I scroll down my Facebook news feed, an ad comes up for the Mass Poor People’s Assembly and Moral March on Washington Digital Gathering. This event is taking place on Saturday, June 20, 2020 but there is much to do in anticipation of a world-wide event, much to learn and much to know.
The Poor People’s Campaign is leading the charge with their 12 core principles rooted in justice and moral analysis based on deep religious and constitutional values. Last fall a “Souls of Poor Folk” study was released that shows the ways race, economics and other factors impact people. The aim of the Poor People’s Campaign: A National Call for Moral Revival is to shift the moral narrative that blames poor people for their poverty, the oppressed for their weariness, the marginalized for their persecution and pits us against each other rather than uniting us to promote desired peace, justice, love, harmony, and fullness. This organization aims to build the power and unity of people from the ground up or (maybe more appropriately for the times) the screen forward.
Included in the campaign are labor unions; denominational, ecumenical and interfaith organizations; fraternal groups; LGBTQI rights groups; women’s organizations; groups protecting children; and anti-poverty organizations as well. There is hope in the way these many concerns have coalesced into a movement. The 2017 General Assembly adopted a resolution to support the effort.
And speaking of a time to be in: Amidst a global pandemic, the work of this organization has not gotten any easier. With the coronavirus disproportionally affecting poorer, minority communities, the pressure and urgency for change has increased. To tackle the issues, many nonviolent civil disobedience events have and are taking place led by co-chairs Rev. Dr. Liz Theoharis and Rev. Dr. William J. Barber II. Today’s Poor People’s Campaign is founded on inspiration from the 1968 Poor People’s Campaign of Rev. Dr. King and others, but “it also sees its roots in the Poor People’s Campaign that Jesus led in ancient Israel 2,000 years ago” as stated in a sermon by Rev. Dr. Liz Theoharis. Repairers of the Breach and the Kairos Center are key partners in connecting the many strands of activism.
This is a prime example of an organization continuing the Lord’s work into modern day society. They are bringing justice and sight into a blinded world. Issues that have recently been tackled include confronting the interlocking evils of systemic racism, poverty, ecological devastation, militarism and the war economy, and the distorted moral narrative of religious nationalism. It takes powerful people to give power. The powerful members of the Poor People’s Campaign are broadening their efforts, combining together and not staying silent, speaking WITH the poor and lifting up the voices of those impacted. That requires movement of spirit, of mind, and of body (well, maybe fingers).
You can learn more about this digital gathering and how to join the movement at https://www.june2020.org/ . You can also find out more about the situation in your United States context with fact sheets available on each state.
Now is the time to rise and campaign for justice. This is our charge. Jesus came to bring good news to the labored, the marginalized, the tired and weary and, as we know well, the poor.
Will we?
#DOCjustsummer: Refugee & Immigration Ministries
Long before the protests and other events of recent weeks, groups of Disciples have banded together to do the work of justice. This summer, each issue of Disciples News Service will feature one of our many justice-oriented ministries and invite you to learn more about them. We hope you will find a place to put your passion to work! It's not too late to sign up for the June 20 Poor People's Campaign digital march.
An added bonus for this effort is that our 2020 DPF Peace Interns, while not able to travel to camps due to the COVID-19 cancellations, will be helping us see these ministries through fresh eyes by writing these weekly feature articles!
““Thus says the Lord: act with justice and righteousness, and deliver from the hand of the oppressor anyone who has been robbed. And do no wrong or violence to the alien, the orphan, and the widow, or shed innocent blood in this place.””
The prophet Jeremiah reminds us that God demands that we rescue those being unfairly compensated, that we do no harm to the foreigner, orphan, or widow, and that we put no innocent lives at risk. Particularly during this time of COVID-19 crisis, refugees and immigrants are many of the unfairly compensated, innocent foreigners whose lives are at risk. Particularly during this time of COVID-19 crisis, we who are faithful must do what we can to answer Jeremiah’s call.
Both the Disciples Refugee and Immigration Ministries (working more domestically) and Week of Compassion (working both domestically and globally) minister in partnership with those who know best their own needs, learning and growing with and from others, in order to respond to Jeremiah’s call to do this good and just work. And there’s a lot of good and just work that still needs doing.
Week of Compassion works alongside Church World Service and other global partners to help those living in refugee camps to attain water, sanitation, and hygiene (WASH), which have only become more important during the time of pandemic. With so many people living in close proximity, social distancing is often not possible, elevating the importance of clean water and soap for handwashing, needs that (along with food security) Week of Compassion has prioritized during the COVID-19.
Domestically, many refugees and immigrants work at meat packing plants or as farm workers, who have repeatedly expressed that “we’re scared” but “we’re expected to keep going,” oftentimes without appropriate PPE. Agricultural workers have experienced significant outbreaks, and some of the very worst outbreaks in the US have occurred at meatpacking plants. These workers, essential to the food supply chain in the US, have voiced their concerns and have yet to be heard.
Amidst all of the COVID-19 concern, there is another group of immigrants whose fate is currently being decided, but has gone alarmingly unnoticed: the Dreamers. These DACA recipients currently await a ruling from the Supreme Court on the constitutionality of the DACA executive order. In the midst of stress and anxiety caused by a global pandemic, this decision, expected to be made sometime in June 2020, adds an undue burden of stress and anxiety for these young people and threatens to rip families apart.
The COVID-19 crisis has not created these injustices, but rather illuminated them. So often, the weight of disaster falls disproportionately on those already struggling under the weight of poverty. From the COVID-19 crisis to climate change, the most vulnerable among us are often the ones most radically affected.
But there is hope. Week of Compassion’s Erin Wathen says that she sees hope “where people are working together as a community” to effect positive change, in the adaptability and resilience of those ministries working to combat injustices exacerbated in the wake of COVID-19, in those who are giving financially to help address some of these needs.
So What Can You Do?
Support refugees: World Refugee Day is this month, June 20, 2020 (and Refugee Welcome Sunday is June 21)! LIFT UP refugees in your churches. You can even use pre-prepared material from the Refugee Welcome Sunday Toolkit. Incorporate this material into the service or ask your pastor to include it. PRAY for refugees and that many churches will lift up refugees together. GIVE financially to Week of Compassion, if you can.
Support farm and meat-packing workers: CALL your US legislators to support protections – including adequate PPE and testing, healthcare, sick leave, and a living wage – for these essential workers (Call (202)224-3121 or go to https://www.commoncause.org/find-your-representative/ to find the contact information for your legislators). You can also SIGN this letter, advocating that these workers receive reasonable benefits, especially while they put themselves in harm’s way.
Support DACA recipients: LISTEN to DACA leaders’ experiences and the importance of DACA by joining the “Monday Morning DACA Prayers” Mondays from 9:30 to 10 AM Eastern (Register here), before the Supreme Court meets to make decisions each week; listen to more stories at homeishere.us. RING DACA BELLS FOR JUSTICE the day after the Supreme Court decision at noon. As a church or faith community, ring any bells on the property. As an individual, find a bell and ring it on your porch or in a public street, to “gather the faithful” to pray and respond, call attention to the impacts of the decision, and advocate for permanent protections for DACA recipients. Then at 1 PM Eastern, the day after the decision, JOIN THE VIRTUAL RALLY (text DACADECISION to 877-877 for more information) to show your support for DACA recipients.
CONTINUE THE CONVERSATION:
Join Refugee and Immigration Ministries for a Facebook Live event this coming Thursday, June 11, 2020!
For ANY concerns related to refugees, immigrants, or asylum seekers, please contact Rev. Dr. Sharon Stanley-Rea, stanley@dhm.disciples.org, via phone or text 202-957-7826
Please SIGN UP for our “RIM WRAP” updates and action alerts at: http://bit.ly/RIMWRAPSIGNUP.
Find resources always on RIM’s website at: www.bit.ly/DisciplesRIM, and find particular worship resources at: http://bit.ly/RIMWorshipResources.
Also, please follow RIM through social media on Facebook at: www.bit.ly/RIMFacebook, and on Twitter @StanleyRea
Peace Interns in the Time of COVID-19
In light of the coronavirus pandemic, Disciples Peace Fellowship is developing new and different ways that our 2020 Peace Interns will be able to “live out the Gospel imperative for Peace and Justice.”
The church camps that we partner with are working to adapt their plans for this summer. Some have already cancelled events, some are rescheduling for later in the summer in the hopes of being able to hold camp, and some are exploring “online only” models.
In this moment of social distancing where travel is necessarily restricted and we show our care for our communities by sheltering at home it simply is not possible or prudent for Peace Interns to crisscross the United States and Canada going from church camp to church camp. The 2020 Peace Interns will be working remotely this summer, partnering with Regions, local congregations, General Ministries, and other peace & justice organizations.
So we are in the process of reimagining the Peace Internship for this summer. Our 2020 Peace Interns Wendy, Raphael, and Jennifer are all on board for this new challenge and looking forward to working in innovative ways, in new contexts, with new ministry partners. They each bring unique and wonderful skills that we will be showcasing and sharing with the wider church in a number of ways…that we are still figuring out.
Members of the DPF Executive Committee (Chrissy Stonebraker-Martinez, Kristen Walling, Mae Margaret Davis, and Krista Johnson) are working with our DPF Mission Director Brian Frederick-Gray and our 2020 Peace Interns to develop a new, inspiring, and effective model for the Peace Internship for these uncertain times of the coronavirus.
You can keep up with our developing plans right here at the Follow the Interns blog. If you, your congregation, your Region, your ministry, or your peace & justice organization have an online experience this summer that you would like to invite the 2020 Peace Interns to be a part of you can submitted your event at our modified Request an Intern page.
Meet the 2020 DPF Peace Interns!
Disciples Peace Fellowship is so excited to introduce our 2020 DPF Peace Interns!
Wendy Davidson (she/her)
Wendy is completing her Master of Divinity degree at Brite Divinity School and is a member of Galileo Christian Church. She grew up attending church camps at Disciples Crossing in North Texas and is currently serving as pastor of a Disciples congregation in the West Texas town of Woodson (population 264).
A graduate of the University of Texas at Austin, Wendy majored in Biomedical Engineering, with a focus on computer programming and data analytics (“The logical precursor to seminary!” she jokes).
Her deep-seated respect for science and data gives Wendy a particular passion for the environment and “our responsibility to care for the Earth as co-Creators with God of the world that God still loves.” Wendy is also an ardent advocate for LGBTQIA+ rights as well as immigration reform.
Raphael Guillen (they/them or ae/aers)
A first year MDiv. student at Iliff School of Theology, Raphael lives in San Diego, CA and is a member of MissionGathering. Originally from the Bay Area they earned their undergraduate degree at San Francisco State University with a BA in Women and Gender Studies.
Raphael sees the Peace Intern Program as a wonderful opportunity to connect with the wider church, discern their future path in ministry, and spend the summer having the kind of justice-centered conversations that are their favorite thing to engage in.
Raphael is a passionate advocate for trans rights and has a love for open source technology. Combining their interests in technology and social justice, Raphael taught a class in undergrad called "Cyberfeminism" about the intersection between the internet/technology and feminism.
Jennifer Williams (she/her)
Jennifer is completing her year as an NBA Xplor Resident in northeast Ohio and is currently a member of Hiram Christian Church.
Originally from New Orleans, Jennifer majored in chemistry and a minored in creative writing at the University of Lynchburg. In college she came to know and love the Christian Church (Disciples of Christ) through her work with the campus chaplain.
Jennifer’s science background has led her to focus on climate change as a major justice issue.
In describing this past year as an Xplor Resident Jennifer writes, "I love warmth and when I cannot get it from mother nature, I get it from people. My spiritual journey has definitely deepened since being here and seeing God's Light shine through God's people. I feel like Jennifer 2.0!”
Closing Reflection
I am a different person now than I was at the beginning of my Peace Intern summer.
I was constantly challenged to grow, think differently about justice, and always asked to pursue more. Between the flights, campfires, and never-ending loop of camp songs stuck in my head, I found myself stretching in ways I didn’t know I could. I found myself residing in a peacefulness and contentment I didn’t know existed.
Through leading workshops on LGBTQIA+ pronoun inclusion and breaking down gender binaries, I was able to hear a plethora of stories from young people who face these issues in their lives.
This experience taught me that peace is an experience that meets you where you are and that justice is imperative to continuing Jesus’s narrative.
Not only did I gain an immense love for this work, but I also gained two best friends who went through this experience with me and I have been made better through their friendship.
But strong in will...
En route to another adventure at my next Church Camp
“To Strive”
During this journey, I’ve been reaching my hands out trying to find something to hold onto. I’ve been striving for peace. I’ve been striving for happiness. I’ve been striving for grace. Somewhere between Colombia and Kansas and Ohio I’ve realized I don’t even know what those words really mean. Along the way, I have been more focused on getting the job done and moving through the motions of getting campers to things on time or making sure everything is just right. I lost the fantastical idea of discovery and exploration. It’s not until I’m sitting in the airport at the end of the week, take a deep breath, and drink real coffee that I realize what a privilege it is to serve. These concepts I strive for are already given to me. They are already here, nestled in my bones.
I think us humans do that a lot. We work so hard for things, failing to realize everything was right there, already achieved and happening before our own eyes. That peace I’ve been striving for has been with me since I got the phone call that I was a Peace Intern. There’s a lot of things I’ve been without this summer, but peace isn’t one of them. That happiness is found at every single camp dance, talent show, hoedown, or laughing fit at meals. And then there’s grace, who’s been there since the very beginning of creation. Before God ever created earth, ocean, cosmos, or stars, our Creator was thinking of grace.
“To Seek”
As I’ve entered into the wild ride that is my twenties, there’s a list of things that I refuse to stop seeking. They include: good people, good coffee, excellent music, dance parties, chances to pet dogs, sunsets, sunrises, mountains, God, and literature. The more I grow into my relationship with Jesus the more I realize that all of these things that bring me joy are meant to “woo” me. God has beautifully created these things in an attempt to seek me out— to pursue me in love and devotion. On this Peace Interning journey, I’ve found God showing up and seeking me out among the masses. She has sought me out to pray for high schoolers in a concrete gym. She has sought me out to watch people come together after a stressful day and share in communion at the table. She has sought me out in order to show me how my passion can unfold. But, how often do we seek out God? How many times do we pass up the opportunity to pursue Jesus? The answer is a lot.
We’re so used to being chased that we never think to turn around and do the chasing. All the times that I’ve tried to hard to run away from God’s overwhelming love, I never once thought about what would happen if I turned around and began to seek out God. These days I walk outside every morning and say, “Good morning, God.” Because these sunrises and these glistening bodies of water are Her way of saying, “Here’s this piece of art that I painted, just for you, enjoy it. Cherish it. No two paintings look the same.” I grow more grateful for this feat of vulnerability every single day. I have begun to pursue Jesus in the same way He pursues me. I can’t paint a sunset or die for all of humanity, but I can pray for my neighbor. I can dance with a group of high school girls at summer camp. I can encourage kids in small group to share their thoughts. I can foster inclusive communities. Those are the things I will never stop seeking.
“To Find”
Boy, have I found a lot this summer. I have found heartache, uncontrollable laughter, good camp food (yes, it exists), and vulnerability. There’s so much to find. This world is wide and deep. Humanity’s story is a tale that has been scribbled in the margins of the universe. I love this life. I love this job. I love these people. Every week seems to be a new time of discovery and exploration.
In one of my small groups this summer, the question was asked: “What does it mean to be human?” One of my campers answered, “Being human means to overcome.” What a glorious thought. After pain and struggle, the heart longs for peace. The human spirit is one that overcomes, indeed. Everyday millions of people overcome prejudice, hatred, and disregard. Everyday someone is being killed for their human experience. Everyday someone is forgotten in the margins of history books and news stories. Everyday people are falling between the cracks of justice. Within all of that darkness, we find peace. And when we find peace, we realize that it was already there. Because peace meets you where you are. It greets you at your pain threshold and doesn’t let go. The human spirit finds hope, peace, and love in every battle it faces. And that is the most miraculous thing in the world.
“And to Never Yield”
As a workaholic, I never stop. I’m constantly in a state of movement. Working at summer camps is a very good work environment for me. There’s always something to be doing, Always someone to be talking to, playing with, or serving communion to (thanks Disciples). So, “never yielding” is something I am very familiar with. To this day I have been to 2 countries and over 10 states in the last 2 months (including layovers). This life I’m living is wildly inconsistent. I am leaning all the way in. I’m giving in to patience and flexibility. I’m pushing against exhaustion with a force. I’m saying “yes” more than I ever have.
All that being said, I’m writing this from the Columbus airport and my flight begins boarding in 10 minutes. I’m headed back to Tennessee for a week at my home camp with all my great spiritual heroes. Bethany Hills is the place that got me started in this whole ministry thing— before I even realized my life has been one big feat of ministry. I am extremely grateful for this summer. I am changed. I am never-yielding. Most importantly, I am consistently changing the way I see the world and the way I live my life.
(But, I’m also looking forward to a nap in August!)